saat

saat aku ketemu dgnmu
kata kamu
"ini pertemuan terakhir"
pada ku itu hanya jenaka mu
hanya gurau mu
kamu kotakan janji
kamu pergi...

saat itu
aku x sanggup ini terjadi
kerna aku sangat cinta
jatuh air mataku
menangis pilu

satu jam saja
aku mampu jatuh cinttta pada kamu
untuk melupakan kamu
aku tak mampu
aku tak pernah akan termampu

semalam aku tahu kamu berada di situ
saat itu
aku juga pasti
kamu tahu aku di situ
bukan hati ini marah dgn kamu
bukan hati ini egois
tapi hati ini terlalu kecewa dgn kamu

saat ini
rabak mata ku
kamu benar kotakan janji
kamu pergi dan terus pergi



(so blah ar.. tunggu pa g hahahaa)
peace XD

merindui mu

aku rasa sgt ngantuk tadi tp aku gagah jugak tuk bukak Fb jap. mcm besa aku, aku akan check home aku pastu baru notification then tgk sapa on9... im shock when i saw the list. he on9! whoaaa.. my heart beat twice... do i have to chat with him first? my heart say yes u should. but my soul said n0... my heart was broken n become pieces again and again... setelah hampir seminggu dia x on9. at last...

then some1 text me 'he on9'. i ignore the message. 'i know. but i can't' my heart crying but there's no tears in my eyes. i kept my smiling. i not like you thought. i not stronger.. im just pretend to be like that.

the true is I miss damn much.and i will miss you.

to believe again lyric

too many memories
happened in that summer
it should be full of sunshine
but it was raining in your eyes

the beautiful past
that we thought was forgotten
was growing on us slowly

*if you are willing
to believe again
that i love you
i won't disappoint you

we should not get too close to each other
we always realize after quarreling
it's just the summer heat that made us lose our temper

perhaps we were too stubborn
or perhaps i cared for you too much
that's why i won't let go of you

*
I'm still here
in this stubborn summer
there's storm and rain
sunshine spreading on

if nothing could be stopped
i could understand it
i will do my best to give happiness to you
if you wish to have it

bosannya

aku tataw nk wat pe huhu
sepanjang ari keje aku depan lap top.. aku pun da pening

huhu

tatkala aku nengok almari aku td.. OMG byknya baju nk kena iron huhu
panggey ironman leh x tlg aku iron bju ni huhu.. dulu tyme duduk uitm bleh la seminggu 7 psang kena iron.. skang duk umah penuh balik almari aku x iron huhu

warkah buat danny

Kisah Yan g Tak Sempurna

Tonight… is rainy night again and again. Mataku bengkak kerna terlalu banyak menangis. Every single night and day I will miss him. I miss him damn much. Danny where are you? Will you come back and cheer up my days like before you leave us, before you leaved me?
It was my first met with him when Danny and Aidid were fighting. They fight for ayam goreng. Hahaha… I told Danny to take mine. Know what he said “Even if I take your, it not enough for me”. I’m shocked. How dare he talk like that? I tried to be humble. “At least, if you eat mine, tak delah kempunan nanti”. “tak payah la nak tunjuk baik. Sikit pun aku tak heran”. What the *********? “Ok fine. Do I care?” elok jea aku nak gigit ayam tu, Danny menariknya. “ade aku kata aku taknak?” arghhh!!! He so annoying “Nad, sorry. Danny memang mcm tu. Annoying skit” Yatt said. “So, you Danny? Course apa?” I’m asked. “nak berkenalan cakap jela.. takpayah nak buat-buat Tanya course pulak.” Eeeeiii.. Just imagine my face that time. After that, seriously we got into fight. How could he say that I’m stupid because cannot count properly? I know you are banking boy. Urghhh… I hate you Danny!
Next, my friends invited me to hangout with them. I felt so happy and excited. It was my first time to hangout with them to watch movie. But mu feeling become worth as I saw Danny. I’m still angry with him because of ayam goreng. I swear, if I know Danny had come along I refuse to go. Just imagine when he saw me he said, if he know I will come, he will not be there. Yeah! We fighting again.. In simple words. Danny is super duper annoying man!!!
Day-to-day. My friend called Danny and i sweet fighting couple. I hate the title XD. When we meet we fight but when i not see him... I will miss him. Yeah! At the time i just want to be with him... I want to debate with... Then I heard news. 'He will leave us' 'not! He can't!' 'Nad i know you start loves him. i know that. Your eyes tell me everything.' 'Why he wants to leave?'
' he had some problems with his classmate. Furthermore, he sick' 'what the unreasonable excuses' 'Nad, he did for his own need. Can you accept that? He needs this'
'if you understand me why you not supporting me?' I’m start crying... Qistina, my roommate, asked me why I looked so numb. My silent tells her everything. Only she know my story
what I fell why I’m crying, everything she knows.

I remembered one of my friends told me to act same as I don't know about Danny want to transfer to N9. Know what? At the moment i see him, when i smiling, my hurt is bleeding
he make my heart broke inside. I’m in ruined.... :( Act like I don’t know anything killing me softly... sob3 Im still remembered he asked me something. He asked why i won’t to fight with him like every time when we met. I just smile and crying in toilet. Could he miss us when he leaved?

i was at library when my cell phone rang.. Danny called me... im shocked. But deep in my heart.. OMG I’m so happy. Danny want to meet us

'this will be my last time to see to laugh with all of you. Next time i will be at N9. You all know that right. if have told you earlier.'
'Not to me'
Fatin, squeaking me..
' im sorry'
'do you ever think that sorry is good enough for me? To see you leave us. Just like that?'
'Hey why you asking me like this. You are you to...'
'I’m your friend. Okay. if you never thought that I’m is your friend it okay but as your enemy, i beg you please don’t go'
' I need to go nad... i need this... n9 is nearest to my hometown... I have nothing in here.'
' how about us? Who us for u? aliens?'
'arghhh...'
'nad... jangan susahkn pemergiannya' whisper fatin
'abis yg dia sakitkan hati aku mcmmna?'
'nad not this time. i know your heart is crying but your face is angry.. nad let him go for his happiness. You want to see your lover happy right? So let him do what he think for his best and you as his lover you must support him.. Weather he know you love him or not'
'why i must face all of this'

the day danny goes... im crying... Until now.. Danny still don’t know i love him
and until now. When i ate fried chicken i see Danny face.. Danny where ever you are... i will miss you. Kamu sentiasa dalam doaku
Atas nama cinta.. Aku merelakan dia pergi. Atas nama sahabat, aku doakan yang terbaik. Masih akuingat sebelum Danny melangkah pergi, sempat aku titipkan pesanan padanya. “ingatlah aku akan berdoa supaya kau x dapat transfer ni” he shocked. Do I care? Yes I care. But today. I realize. Just like my friend said. He goes for his own need.
Danny I miss you… I’m waiting for you to come back
XD

danny

tonight
rain fall again...
a miss him
really miss him
i don't know why
every single day and night i miss him
my roommates called me 'minah gila bayang'

it my first met with him when my fren and Danny was fighting
they fighting for ayam goreng...
i talked him to take mine...
and know what he said?
he said my fried chicken is not enough for him to shared with...
short story is we fight
hahaha
because of ayam goreng we fighting...

later...
my friend invite me to hang out with them to watch a movie
i swear if i know the annoying guy had come along i refuse to go
just imagine when he saw me he said
if he know i will come he will not be there
yeah! we fighting again..
in simple words.
he is super duper annoying man!!!
i hate u Danny

day-to-day
my friend called Danny and i sweet fighting couple
i hate the title XD
when we meet we fight but when i not see him...
i will miss him
yeah!
at the time i just want to be with him...
i want to debate with...
then i heard news
'he will leave us'
'not! he can't!'
'Nad i know you start love him. i know that. your eyes tell me everything.'
'why he want to leave?'
' he had some problems with his classmate. furthermore, he sick'
'what the unreasonable excuses'
'Nad, he did for his own need. can you accept that? he need this'
'if you understand me why you not supporting me?'
im start crying...
Qistina, my roommate, asked me why i looked so numb
my silent tells her everything
only she know my story
what i fell why im crying, everything she knows

i remembered one of my friend told me to act same as i don't know about Danny want to transfer to N9
know what?
at the moment i see him, when i smiling, my hurt is bleeding
he make my heart broke inside
im in ruined.... :(
act like i dont know anything killing me softly...
sob3
(just thinking why i paste all of this in my blog.. it should be in my history book hahaha)
im still remembered he asked me something
he asked why i wont to fight with him like every time when we met?
i just smile and crying in toilet
could he miss us when he leaved?

i was at library when my cellphone rang..
Danny called me... im shocked. but deep in my heart.. OMG im so happy
Danny want to meet us

'this will be my last time to see to laugh with all of you. next time i will be at N9. you knows that right. i have told you earlier.'
'not to me'
Fatin, squeaking me..
' im sorry'
'do you ever think that sorry is good enough for me? to see you leave us. just like that?'
'hey why you asking me like this. you are you to...'
'i'm your friend. okay. if you never thought that im is your friend it okay but as your enemy, i beg you please dont go'
' i need to go nad... i need this... n9 is nearest to my hometown... i have nothing in here.'
' how about us? who us for u? aliens?'
'arghhh...'
'nad... jangan susahkn pemergiannya' whisper fatin
'abis yg dia sakitkan hati aku mcmmna?'
'nad not this time. i know your heart is crying but your face is angry.. nad let him go for his happiness. you want to see your lover happy right? so let him do what he think for his best and you as his lover you must support him.. weather he know you love him or not'
'why i must face all of this'

the day danny goes... im crying...
until now.. Danny still dont know i love him
and until now. when i ate fried chicken i see Danny face..
Danny where ever you are... i will miss you
kamu sentiasa dalam doaku

ilhamkan

dlu
disini kau yang ilhamkan sribu bahagia...
tapi kini
kau disana
kau ilhamkan aku sribu memori luka
entah mengapa aku merelakan kau pergi sedangkan hati aku tdak..
kau pergi...
maybe itu yang terbaik buat kita...

setiap kali aku ingat padamu
pastihati ku tersenyum gembira
sedangkan jiwa ku menangis duka
kerna hanya jiwa ku sedar
masakan pipit boleh terbang bersama enggang
pernah aku lontarkan 'siapa aku disamping kamu? myb bukan siapa2'
lalu kamu katakan 'sedar xpa'
tahu kamu jiwa aku menangis
tahukan empangan di tubir mata ku ini hampir pecah gara2 kamu
tahukah kamu sehingga kini aku masih berdoa bhawa semua ini hanya miimpi?
adakah kamu juga tahu bhawa hati ini masih menidakkan bnda yg pasti?

kadang2 aku terpikir...
knapa aku mengenali mu?
kenapa kau hadir dalam diari hidup ku?
namun utk menyesalinya, itu bukan aku...
sungguh bersama mu walaupun seketika sebagai teman
dan sebagai sahabat yg paling nakal
itu kenangan terindah
it neva b replaced
meskipun aku tahu
cuma aku merasakannya dan kamu tidak
tiada lg XD

niat ku pgi ne nk tdo jea sbb semlm but niat tggal niat...
akak qis kejutkan suh aku study kat lib.. bgus gak... ada gk yg x bgus nye
aku asyik pk jea.. x tension sal b math.. aku tension sal lain lak
huhuh

saat kau pergi

kejap lagi scara rasminya kau akan pergi...
nk jea aku ckp 'jgn pergi'
bibir terkunci tyme aku nk ckp
apa yg terkuar ' pergilah kalau itu yg terbaik '
dem!!
srabut otak aku dr semlm
semuanye nasihatkan aku supaya x pk kan sgt bnda ne
aku bz kan dr
semlman pas abis jea exam aku tdoq ptg bgn main puzzle ngan roommate mlm kuar mkn then trus lepak2 smpai kul 1 pg...
itu pun muncul juga nama makhluk Tuhan tu kt aty aku ne
padan muka!
pasne da xdew sape nk gado ngan aku
huhu
da r baik aku study