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Sunday, May 9, 2010

warkah buat danny

Kisah Yan g Tak Sempurna

Tonight… is rainy night again and again. Mataku bengkak kerna terlalu banyak menangis. Every single night and day I will miss him. I miss him damn much. Danny where are you? Will you come back and cheer up my days like before you leave us, before you leaved me?
It was my first met with him when Danny and Aidid were fighting. They fight for ayam goreng. Hahaha… I told Danny to take mine. Know what he said “Even if I take your, it not enough for me”. I’m shocked. How dare he talk like that? I tried to be humble. “At least, if you eat mine, tak delah kempunan nanti”. “tak payah la nak tunjuk baik. Sikit pun aku tak heran”. What the *********? “Ok fine. Do I care?” elok jea aku nak gigit ayam tu, Danny menariknya. “ade aku kata aku taknak?” arghhh!!! He so annoying “Nad, sorry. Danny memang mcm tu. Annoying skit” Yatt said. “So, you Danny? Course apa?” I’m asked. “nak berkenalan cakap jela.. takpayah nak buat-buat Tanya course pulak.” Eeeeiii.. Just imagine my face that time. After that, seriously we got into fight. How could he say that I’m stupid because cannot count properly? I know you are banking boy. Urghhh… I hate you Danny!
Next, my friends invited me to hangout with them. I felt so happy and excited. It was my first time to hangout with them to watch movie. But mu feeling become worth as I saw Danny. I’m still angry with him because of ayam goreng. I swear, if I know Danny had come along I refuse to go. Just imagine when he saw me he said, if he know I will come, he will not be there. Yeah! We fighting again.. In simple words. Danny is super duper annoying man!!!
Day-to-day. My friend called Danny and i sweet fighting couple. I hate the title XD. When we meet we fight but when i not see him... I will miss him. Yeah! At the time i just want to be with him... I want to debate with... Then I heard news. 'He will leave us' 'not! He can't!' 'Nad i know you start loves him. i know that. Your eyes tell me everything.' 'Why he wants to leave?'
' he had some problems with his classmate. Furthermore, he sick' 'what the unreasonable excuses' 'Nad, he did for his own need. Can you accept that? He needs this'
'if you understand me why you not supporting me?' I’m start crying... Qistina, my roommate, asked me why I looked so numb. My silent tells her everything. Only she know my story
what I fell why I’m crying, everything she knows.

I remembered one of my friends told me to act same as I don't know about Danny want to transfer to N9. Know what? At the moment i see him, when i smiling, my hurt is bleeding
he make my heart broke inside. I’m in ruined.... :( Act like I don’t know anything killing me softly... sob3 Im still remembered he asked me something. He asked why i won’t to fight with him like every time when we met. I just smile and crying in toilet. Could he miss us when he leaved?

i was at library when my cell phone rang.. Danny called me... im shocked. But deep in my heart.. OMG I’m so happy. Danny want to meet us

'this will be my last time to see to laugh with all of you. Next time i will be at N9. You all know that right. if have told you earlier.'
'Not to me'
Fatin, squeaking me..
' im sorry'
'do you ever think that sorry is good enough for me? To see you leave us. Just like that?'
'Hey why you asking me like this. You are you to...'
'I’m your friend. Okay. if you never thought that I’m is your friend it okay but as your enemy, i beg you please don’t go'
' I need to go nad... i need this... n9 is nearest to my hometown... I have nothing in here.'
' how about us? Who us for u? aliens?'
'arghhh...'
'nad... jangan susahkn pemergiannya' whisper fatin
'abis yg dia sakitkan hati aku mcmmna?'
'nad not this time. i know your heart is crying but your face is angry.. nad let him go for his happiness. You want to see your lover happy right? So let him do what he think for his best and you as his lover you must support him.. Weather he know you love him or not'
'why i must face all of this'

the day danny goes... im crying... Until now.. Danny still don’t know i love him
and until now. When i ate fried chicken i see Danny face.. Danny where ever you are... i will miss you. Kamu sentiasa dalam doaku
Atas nama cinta.. Aku merelakan dia pergi. Atas nama sahabat, aku doakan yang terbaik. Masih akuingat sebelum Danny melangkah pergi, sempat aku titipkan pesanan padanya. “ingatlah aku akan berdoa supaya kau x dapat transfer ni” he shocked. Do I care? Yes I care. But today. I realize. Just like my friend said. He goes for his own need.
Danny I miss you… I’m waiting for you to come back
XD

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