danny

tonight
rain fall again...
a miss him
really miss him
i don't know why
every single day and night i miss him
my roommates called me 'minah gila bayang'

it my first met with him when my fren and Danny was fighting
they fighting for ayam goreng...
i talked him to take mine...
and know what he said?
he said my fried chicken is not enough for him to shared with...
short story is we fight
hahaha
because of ayam goreng we fighting...

later...
my friend invite me to hang out with them to watch a movie
i swear if i know the annoying guy had come along i refuse to go
just imagine when he saw me he said
if he know i will come he will not be there
yeah! we fighting again..
in simple words.
he is super duper annoying man!!!
i hate u Danny

day-to-day
my friend called Danny and i sweet fighting couple
i hate the title XD
when we meet we fight but when i not see him...
i will miss him
yeah!
at the time i just want to be with him...
i want to debate with...
then i heard news
'he will leave us'
'not! he can't!'
'Nad i know you start love him. i know that. your eyes tell me everything.'
'why he want to leave?'
' he had some problems with his classmate. furthermore, he sick'
'what the unreasonable excuses'
'Nad, he did for his own need. can you accept that? he need this'
'if you understand me why you not supporting me?'
im start crying...
Qistina, my roommate, asked me why i looked so numb
my silent tells her everything
only she know my story
what i fell why im crying, everything she knows

i remembered one of my friend told me to act same as i don't know about Danny want to transfer to N9
know what?
at the moment i see him, when i smiling, my hurt is bleeding
he make my heart broke inside
im in ruined.... :(
act like i dont know anything killing me softly...
sob3
(just thinking why i paste all of this in my blog.. it should be in my history book hahaha)
im still remembered he asked me something
he asked why i wont to fight with him like every time when we met?
i just smile and crying in toilet
could he miss us when he leaved?

i was at library when my cellphone rang..
Danny called me... im shocked. but deep in my heart.. OMG im so happy
Danny want to meet us

'this will be my last time to see to laugh with all of you. next time i will be at N9. you knows that right. i have told you earlier.'
'not to me'
Fatin, squeaking me..
' im sorry'
'do you ever think that sorry is good enough for me? to see you leave us. just like that?'
'hey why you asking me like this. you are you to...'
'i'm your friend. okay. if you never thought that im is your friend it okay but as your enemy, i beg you please dont go'
' i need to go nad... i need this... n9 is nearest to my hometown... i have nothing in here.'
' how about us? who us for u? aliens?'
'arghhh...'
'nad... jangan susahkn pemergiannya' whisper fatin
'abis yg dia sakitkan hati aku mcmmna?'
'nad not this time. i know your heart is crying but your face is angry.. nad let him go for his happiness. you want to see your lover happy right? so let him do what he think for his best and you as his lover you must support him.. weather he know you love him or not'
'why i must face all of this'

the day danny goes... im crying...
until now.. Danny still dont know i love him
and until now. when i ate fried chicken i see Danny face..
Danny where ever you are... i will miss you
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